I've just finished my STPM (for those who dunno what had happened to me within this two years)...
Before I steps into working life and become a workaholic again, this time I wanna enjoy my holiday for a few weeks =) Hope I won't become a lazy bum then...
Somehow, I've this really weird feeling... Though my exam was over, I don't feel release at all, just not the type of feeling I used to have those days... Guess things starting to change now!!!
Clubbing??? Partying??? Holiday trip with friends??? Aren't all this sounds fun, exciting, such a fantastic idea for ppl like me after a long run for the toughest exam???
Yea!!! I guess that's what most students are doing right now... It is just like a little reward for yourself to relax and enjoy!!!
Guess how am I gonna spend my holidays??? This is what I'm gonna do:-
- Searching for info (courses, basic requirements, fees) for local uni, colleges
- Downloading English language teaching materials (preparation to tutor my students)
- Consulting the financial aid consultant
- Preparing proposal (Don't ask me what is it about... Still not the time yet)
- Job hunting!!!
- Preparing resume
- Leisure reading!!! Love reading... Gonna be a book freak man!!! One thing for sure, not text books freak!!!
- Chant more Daimoku!!!
- Deepen my Buddhism knowledge by reading more Sensei's books
You might ask, why this kind of holiday??? Sounds boring!!!
Hehe... me myself have no idea at all... I wanted to have a really cool holidays, but I simply don't have the mood too!!! So many things flashing in my brain!!! Things that I need to settle as fast as I could!!!
I simply don't think my challenge has come to an end!!! In fact, I think it has just started and this is the next stage of challenge in my life!!!
OMG!!! I'm getting old!!! Sigh!!! If only I can turn the time back!!!
Regreted for things that I've not done good enough!!! Well, when you can't change what you've done in the past, you'll have to choose to be better in the future!!!
For my beloved classmates and friends,
You guys are such a good man kind!!! My pleasure to know you all... Take care and all the best in life!!!
~Ciaoz
Jyesmie
